fingers crossed

So I didn't have my debate on Wednesday. I didn't have it yesterday either. You people have to understand that this is nerve wrecking waiting around like this. I've always had troubles speaking in front of other people, partly because I used to be a very shy little freshman in a big school. That's how everyone knows me. Well, everyone who doesn't personally know me. Shy. Quiet. No. I've grown quite dramatically since then, and opened up a lot, but I still have that sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach when I have to speak in class. Like someone's going to jump up and point their finger at me and tell me I'm wrong. I don't know.

We leave for Florida in a few days. Eight days, precisely. I'm excited and not all at once. I'm estatic to be spending a week in sunny Florida, but I'm dreading the drive down there. I've never really been in a car for more than three hours, and I can't even stand that. Someone help me.

That crazy link I posted a few days ago. Stundesign. Ahhh.. there it is again!! Alright, that wasn't very convincing. Anyway, I've created myself a sort of "design site," but not really. I've posted all my existing layouts, mainly ones I've created for this diary for others to use if they so choose. Also, I think having this will help me to not change my layout so goddam much. It's like coccaine. Or not. I wouldn't know what coccaine is like (or how to spell it, for that matter)... or would I?

I wouldn't. I'm a good girl. And I need my sleep. Goodnight.

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